the most telling thing to me about that tape recording was that each and every time mcnamee said "what do you want me to do?" roger never once said "tell the truth about me" or "say i didn't do steroids" and the only reason i can think of why is that the whole point of the conversation was to try to get mcnamee to waver on anything, by beating to death their prior friendship and relationship and staying the hell away from anything that might put him into a defensive stance where, when accused of lying, mcnamee would say "but roger, you did take steroids" or "i'd go to jail if i lied for you" i'm not sure i call mcnamee pathetic, necessarily, but really broken up about what he's done to his good friend and older-brother-figure - that he's truly conflicted over what he's had to do. but in the parts of the recording that i heard, it never sounded like he was sorry for lying - rather that he was sorry for telling the truth. i'll admit, i'm looking at it from my presupposed conclusion of clemens' guilt, but i'm just not seeing anything that roger says as the words of a reasonable, innocent person. rather, they strike me as the words of a reasonable, guilty person trying to clear his name.