I feel bad because I've hardly watched baseball at all this season. I just don't feel motivated to commit the time to watching the games, learning about all the players, tracking the stats and standings, and all those other things I used to enjoy. I think I have to come to terms with the fact that I'm just not a baseball fan anymore. And I don't think this is because the Mets were a bad team this season either. I've watched bad teams before. And I used to follow the Red Sox a lot as well but even when they were playing well this season I hardly noticed them. I think the anger just turns me off. I come to the Crane Pool and see people posting angry things about the Mets. I hear people in Boston constantly angry about the Sox. I just can't muster the energy to be angry about baseball. So I guess that's it. I probably won't watch baseball anymore. I'm done. And this makes me sad.