You know, when the Mets suck, I'm able to get into that Ben Grimm state of mind. I tuned in yesterday and saw the Willingham grand slam. Watched through the bottom of the first, then took the kids outside to play. Later I checked in and saw it was 5-0, so I flipped over the Masters and that was that. It affected my mood not one bit. You know, the puzzling this is I can't figure out why we're so bad. It's not like we have all sorts of bad contracts. Sure, Castillo is bad, but that's only 6 million. Perez is not worth the money either, but you'd think that a big market team could absorb those and still be good. I don't know.