Here's what I've got from an unnamed source - loyal readers of this poster will know who my various sources are so no need to name them - Trachsel - we know that the 'personal issues' causing him to leave the team were his wife suddenly surprising him with divorce papers. The rumor circulating through the Mets clubhouse was that he shouldn't have been so surprised. The soon-to-be-former Mrs,. T had apparently recently caught our favorite ex-Met throwing his changeup to a free agent. The relationship between Willie and Trachsel had never been great. Since Willie signed on with the Mets in '05 he never liked the kind of player Trachsel was. You don't have to be an insider to know this. When Trachsel begged out of the game against St. Louis, Willie's perception of the the kind of player Steve was rang true throughout the clubhouse. The fact that the manager's feelings toward Trachsel were widely known by the team in the first place didn't help Steve after that game. In fairness to Steve, he probably felt that since he was getting lit up at Busch it might be better for the team if he did get out of the game. Buzzzzz. Wrong choice big guy. Endy Chavez in the lockerroom last night was having an incredibly difficult time. Handling the loss? No. Trying to keep the smile off his face when talking about his catch. According to our mole, Endy was really trying to be morose about the game but just couldn't contain his excitement when recalling his acrobatics. This reporter will give him a pass. Willie and Rick Peterson - not exactly the best of friends. Their working relationship is fine and one can't quibble with the other's job performance but Rick was forced onto Willie and Willie would prefer his own guy. Peterson's incredibly arrogant attitude doesn't help in smoothing things over during those inevitable stressful moments. Will a condition of Barry Zito's contract be that Peterson also must have his contract guaranteed? Will Peterson advise Zito to sign elsewhere if Rick feels his days are numbered? Does any of it really matter? To a man everyone in the Mets postgame lockerroom was diisappointed but there was also a tangible feeling of 'this is just the beguinning' They were all talking about what a great team they are going to be...next year. Stay tuned Mets fans, this team is for real