We're a month into the season, to say nothing of spring training, and all that time hasn't afforded the administration here to put up a thread about me. Well, I'll just have to deal with that, for I am one of a mostly powerless group of player shuttling in and out of the back end of the bullpen, and I have only two appearances anyhow. And, hey, I'm happy to be here. After being a top prospect and number-six overall pick, the ceiling fell in on my career, and I had to journey through illness, obscurity and the Joliet Slammers to find my way to the big leagues. Those small city teams that name themselves after a local employer can seem fun from the outside looking in, but it just serves to remind itinerant ballplayers, often drifting like myself to a team back where near they grew up, how close they are to their post-baseball lives, trying to fit into some grind of a local economic niche for the rest of their lives. What I'm saying is, yeah, if I was dealt one more bad card, yeah, I might have been a jailkeeper. But that's not where I'm at now. Yeah, I'm so fringey that I'm pretty sure that all four shots below come from the same game, and there's a non-zero chance that they all come from the same pitch. But I'm a lefthanded Syracuse Met who is sometimes a lefthanded New York Met and that's proof that we have some control over our fates. But you, good reader, have a better view than most of where the fates will take me next. I wind, and I pitch, but where the ball is going to end up is what I'm asking you. [FIMG=321]https://dims.apnews.com/dims4/default/95b7f39/2147483647/strip/true/crop/3939x2627+0+0/resize/599x399!/quality/90/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fassets.apnews.com%2F5c%2F7d%2F67f03ab5f084e2e0f609bb06ded5%2Fbcf003601af14704b24d741ec9c6fd26[/FIMG] [FIMG=380]https://dtb3yzl0vm3pr.cloudfront.net/monthly_2024_04/TylerJayMets.jpg.5d6efc248ecd0246ffb77ae5f654d3aa.jpg[/FIMG] [FIMG=380]https://www.newsday.com/_next/image?url=https%3A%2F%2Fcdn.newsday.com%2Fimage-service%2Fversion%2Fc%3AZTk2OTdlOWUtMzcyNS00%3AMTA5NjYw%2Fmets-braves-baseball.jpg%3Ff%3DLandscape%2B16%253A9%26w%3D770%26q%3D1&w=1920&q=80[/FIMG] [FIMG=321]https://dims.apnews.com/dims4/default/5f6aba4/2147483647/strip/true/crop/4311x2874+0+0/resize/599x399!/quality/90/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fassets.apnews.com%2Ff1%2Fc4%2F413c72d445739f2da5f107e1dc3c%2F9d1a6f214c2043a595e667848d258174[/FIMG]