]Shaun Powell SPORTS COLUMNIST Guys, is this really worth it?Three celebrated baseball players, after much thought, made the career-altering decision to chuck it all and come to New York.Three celebrated baseball players, after weighing their options, figured this was the best one for them. Three celebrated baseball players, thumbing their noses at conventional wisdom, dumped their winning ballclubs to cash in and play for the Mets.Are you like me? Do you strongly suspect that Carlos Beltran, Pedro Martinez and Tom Glavine - in private moments while sitting in the dugout or the clubhouse - have asked themselves: "Was I nuts or something?" Of course, they'd never admit that. Never in 200 million years, which is roughly what they're being paid in dollars for their misery. They are three prideful players, and in the case of Pedro and Glavine, two likely Hall of Famers. Besides, who knows? Maybe in some strange, obscure way, for reasons known only to them, they truly believe this decision has worked out.But I don't see it.I see a Frankensteinian experiment that has gone horribly wrong for the three of them. Not in terms of bank account. That part was deeply enriched by taking the money of a desperate team. But the competitor and the winner within Pedro and Glavine and Beltran are suffering right now along with the Mets. That part cannot be denied or disputed.The Mets are still bleeding from a devastating road trip that all but erased their postseason chances. After flirting and teasing and pretending to be serious players in the National League wild-card chase, they stumbled badly in Miami, Atlanta and St. Louis. As initially advertised, the Mets remain a work in progress. They now must save face with a respectable home stretch at Shea Stadium, where the fans are just waiting to vent, if given a reason to do so. All season long, despite solid pitching, the Mets haven't found the winning formula to break the malaise of mediocrity that grips them by the throat.Meanwhile: Glavine's former team, the Braves, is about to wrap up a division title for the 92nd straight season.Beltran's former team, the Astros, is arm-wrestling the Marlins for the wild-card lead.Pedro's former team, the Red Sox, is playoff-bound and could win the World Series again.You suppose Glavine, Beltran and Pedro have noticed? Glavine signed with the Mets on Dec. 5, 2002 in search of a little love. And a lot of money. Notice how they go together in sports. The Braves were tomahawking their payroll and weren't willing to offer Glavine much in terms of long-term security. But they could offer a chance to extend a special relationship dating to 1984 with an organization that constantly invents ways to win. Glavine wasn't exactly broke at the time, but he decided cash was better than another division championship. Welcome to the Mets.In the process, Glavine took another risk. His chances of joining the 300-win club would depend heavily on how much run support the Mets supplied. This was dicey. Well, here's an update: Glavine has given the Mets mixed results, and when he has pitched well - such as since the All-Star break - the Mets haven't always helped. He's 30-40 as a Met and has 272 victories. How much closer to 300 would he be had he stayed with the Braves?Beltran sacrificed plenty by leaving Houston: Roger Clemens and Andy Pettitte, the comfort of a small media market, forgiving fans. At Shea, he's often singled out as the reason the Mets are in last place. All the questions about whether Beltran was made for New York will surface again if he doesn't finish strong. And another thing: He stood to make $100 million had he stayed with the Astros. Once you factor in the absence of a state tax in Texas, was the money that big a difference?Pedro made more than $80 million on his last Sox contract, but he still fussed about a fourth year on a new deal, which clinched it for the Mets. Free of the insufferable shadow of Curt Schilling, Pedro is clearly the man on his new team. But why should that ego-stroking perk still matter to a player at this stage of his career? And isn't it supposed to be about winning? Pedro (14-7, 2.93 ERA) traded Manny Ramirez and Big Papi Ortiz for a Mets lineup that has denied him at least four wins. Imagine, then, how many victories Pedro might have with the Red Sox lineup. And how smug he'd feel with Schilling missing much of the year. And how scary the Red Sox would be whenever he pitched."I think he's happy with his decision," Ortiz said. "I hope he is." Why would anyone think otherwise?