The Mets could offer up an opportunity to talk to Sandy Alderson and one could decline it citing the need to maintain a level of purity and distance -- but then you'd be missing a chance to talk to the individual who, arguably, has the most influence on the direct of the thing you're most interested in in this world. Or one could prove he's not in the tank by declaring Alderson's answers abysmal and manner manipulative whether one thought they were or not -- just so one's independence is clear...but then you'd be dishonest with anybody reads what you write. Yes, of course we're being used. Same as the papers have always been used. It's more novel for us at the moment that we're part of the process. After a while, the novelty will wear off, and Alderson will be judged on more than a bit of access and his not being Omar (the latter is more why he's enjoying an extended honeymoon period, I believe...that and the Mets' record is 0-0 since he was named GM). And if the Mets decide they don't want this or that blog on the next call -- and by this or that I mean Faith and Fear -- fine. We had a blog before we were reached out to and, as far as I'm concerned, we'll have one regardless. But as a Mets fan who writes about a) the Mets and being a Mets fan, I can't envision not wanting to sample every aspect of Metsdom and tell about it. Every December I've read about the team holiday party. This year I was extended an invitation to attend it (it's tomorrow). I take it as an opportunity to write about what this annual ritual is like when you're actually there. I realize it's something most fans don't get to participate in, and I appreciate the chance to say, "You know what happens? This is what happens..." If I don't get that opportunity a year from now, so be it. I will have gotten to write about it once. Not that the whole thing's not a little weird to me. Addressed it as part of a larger "year in Mets" type post pre-Alderson call on FAFIF here: Mets Reach Out to Bloggers Admittedly this is a boutique concern within the greater universe of Mets priorities, and certainly something of more specific interest to the likes of yours truly than to all Mets-lovers, but I wouldn�t undersell its significance. What are we Mets bloggers except fans who channel their passion with constancy, intensity and an audience? Very few of us make any kind of living from wielding this particular megaphone. We express ourselves about the Mets because we care too much not to. You read us and interact accordingly for the same basic reason. Those who write these blogs and those who read them form a critical mass of what in marketing are called heavy users. The loosely knit blogging community � which very much encompasses the reader population (you there on the other side of this screen included) � are the Mets fans who are going to watch the most Mets games, who are going to attend the most Mets games, who are likely to invest in the most Mets stuff and are most readily going to offer their opinions, their applause and their criticism of everything about the Mets. Somewhere in the past year, the Mets picked up on what had become a thriving segment of the media that covers their product. We started our blog in 2005. It wasn�t until 2008 that we learned anybody associated with the Mets knew (or acknowledged) we existed. It wasn�t until 2010 that anybody tapped us on the shoulder in an official capacity. By traditional media standards, it wasn�t much: press releases e-mailed to us; limited credentials issued to cover batting practice a couple of times; and the assurance that if we had a question, somebody somewhere would try to answer it. This would be no big deal to the guy at the Times or the News or ESPN New York. It was a huge deal to us, because we are not traditional media. We�re fans. None of us, I suspect, started our blogs as an entr�e to working for the Times or the News or ESPN. We do it because we�re into the Mets in ways that transcend professional niceties like a paycheck. We�re into the Mets in ways that beat reporters probably couldn�t fathom while trying to meet their deadlines. The relationship between our community and the Mets organization is a work-in-progress on both ends. I�d like to think because there is a relationship that I�m learning a few things that will inform what I write and that you�re a little better served as a result. But that�s the detached media analyst in me speaking. The fan in me thinks it�s cool I got to go on the field a couple of times, got to interview a couple of players, got to write about the experience because it was something different. But the thing is I�m still a fan. I don�t really want to have �sources� and cultivate �access�. I like that the Mets reached out to me and about a dozen of my blolleagues � talk to us, you�re talking to every Mets fan who reads our work. I suppose the same equation goes for talking to beat reporters, but with us, the proverbial middleman is eliminated. We process what we see, hear and learn as fans. Otherwise, because it�s not our job, we wouldn�t be doing it. It couldn�t hurt, I�m almost certain.